“I know that life isn't life if you just float through it. I know that the whole point- the only point- is to find the things that matter and hold onto them and fight for them and refuse to let them go.”
I miss the feeling of your arms around my body, holding me close and it’s only been three days without you.
I love you.
I love you more than I’ve ever loved another person
And I’ve messed it up completely.
I miss the sound of your voice and the smile I could always here through the phone.
I miss the hands that warmed mine.
I miss the beat of the heart which was so genuinely kind.
I don’t know why I had to become so selfish.
I’m sorry, I really am.